I can`t believe i`m even doing this, and have no idea what to expect, but here goes,
Im Mark, i have hit a point in my life where i am isolated and in despeate need of a miracle.
I am looking to raise £10,000, Half for training and half for therapy. x
I have undergone serious trauma in my life from childhood, mainly from abusive, unloving parents, a father with no interest and a seriously abusive stepfather in my teen years, who it turned out was a peadophile.
I lacked the father figure i desperately needed, so i ran away from home when i was 14, with a seriously low self esteem, and no idea who i was.
I was then befriended by others in a similar situation in a local town, living in squats and tents, and ultimately ended up getting into drugs and alcohol.
Through my 20`s, i battled with addiction, still not knowing who i really was, numbing the pain thinking it would go away, i was so wrong.
Im now 30, i have managed to get a stable place of my own, and have thankfully managed to end my addictive behaviours, and am looking to a positive future as an Electrician, but i need help, ive never asked anyone for help like this before, and i do not have any family or friends around me to ask for help.
Im still battling with mental health issues, due to unresolved traumas, and after going to doctors for 5 years trying to get help, ive realised they dont like to pay out for therapy.
I need proffessional help from the right srvices to fully recover, and the training i need to cntinue my career of course, to get that, im going to have to pay.
I have recently suffered a mental breakdown as a result of not getting the right help, it crippled me, and enough is enough.
I had gained some electrical qualifications in my 20`s, however they were never completed due to my situation, leaving me unqualified, making getting work near impossible. I cant earn any where near enough money to get out of the hole to succeed.
I am a very competent person with lots of experience in electrical work, all i need is the paperwork to get the future work, and the healing i have been searching for so long.
It would mean so much to me, to have the ability to get back on track and shine, and moove on with my life.
To anyone that may donate, you are helping so much its beyond words! This for me has been such a struggle, but with your help, i truely believe i will succeed.
Thankyou so much, and Bless you.
All my Love,
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