You are lucky, i’m unlucky

I have dream, i will be happiest man in the world. But my luck never favour me. why i don't know! I passed my student life (2003-2010) with tremendous straggling, hope i will get good job then i can see happiness. But god didn't support i can't survive in job for my bosses unusual pressure. Because i am always independent minded. in the mean time I got married (January 11, 2012). that's another history my girl friend pressurize to marry her. Unexpectedly got married, and i fall in more straggle. although this time i was job holder, official problem was running. sooner i give up my job. till today no job

in November 15, 2015 i was blessed with baby girl. now i am freelancer. what i income my family running. every month i feel tension if i don't get any work how survive. how i pay house rent, how to buy household product. after marriage i can't go any overseas trip. my wife wish to go overseas trip for honeymoon. but we celebrated in domestic. still her plan to go fly somewhere but i can't meet up. sometimes i feel very sad why my life such hell.

in the mean time 2016 i earned about 10,000$ from a private company consultancy fee. i invest this money with two partners, during this time i invest some money from my credit card. they didn't run business. even didn't return my money. i fall in another tension. I have no money, bank calling for credit card payment. then i sale my wife's gold for paying credit card dues. and i filed a case in court for recovery money from my partner. this is my life i can't believe. anyway i want start again a business without partner. i am only investor. i must start immediate for my wife baby. So i need some help.

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