Help me restart my life

Hello everyone my name is Dina am 27 year's old I live in a village named Moletji is a small village with little resource. We are 3 in our family am the first born life was though for us. Our parent's died in 2008-2010 life was not easy we were both every young we had to live from one relative to the other. I struggled alot growing not being able to understand what really happened to our parent's.

I always felt like my life ended that day my mom died that was the end of me I never really felt alive. You know that feeling when you feel like ur just being pushed I was 12 when my mom died I always felt like I died with her i remember the day she died she called my name few time's. She was in so much pain I saw in her eyes she didn't want to die but had no choice her children were young. My dad in 2010 at the hospital he was very ill. Iife was not easy but I managed to go to school I passed my matric and also went to college after graduating I had hopes that I will find a job and support my family and get out of poverty. South Africa now has the worst young unemployment in the whole world. It's hard to find work. I was asking for donations to grow my business. I sell bags' make up' shoe's ' clothes and also help peaple register their business' I make posts' invitation cards'. I could like to open an internet Cafe in my village since the is no access to the internet or computer we have to travel atleast 6 km just to print paper's. I could like to make it easy accessible in my village.

Your help will be appreciated Thank you.