Travel by myself to TAIWAN in CHINA

Three days ago, I heard of my first and the only lover went to TAIWAN by himself, and I saw the pictures from his WECHAT. what a beautiful place. I really want to follow his steps to feel what he feels and see.

He is my hero, and I always adore him and want to catch up him, but you know, he doesn't have the same feeling with me.

last year, he went to the UCL, and I still in my first-year internship, and I had a part-time job of writing some food articles to collect my tuition. Finally, I owned my 600 pounds to afford my tickets to TAIWAN, but I was cheated by someone online because he said he has cheaper tickets. After I transfered my money to him, I realized it was a trap, but all the things happened in one minute.

I just want to connect him, but I afraid this may leave him a bad impression. And I don't have parents to support me.

So before he goes to the UK, I really want to meet him once. but I know I can't collect enough money in this time, I know all the things most based on our fortune, for example, my articles bring this money for me which just because the luck lady stands with me. (my mother tongue is CHINESE.) I couldn't always be the lucky one.

so I want to find some help in this way, and I really want to help others in my effort, just to exchange, maybe it's ok.

I just want to have a try to follow my heart.

THANK YOU .