Richard and I have had a very rough relationship. Between moving a lot, jobs, and my health problems, we haven't really had a break. When Richard proposed, we had talked about marriage. I was surprised though when he did decide to ask me. The reason I would like help with our wedding is because we have already been though so much together, the only thing that would make me more happy is to have the wedding I have been wanting. We dealt with me not having somewhere to live. We dealt with my ever-changing work schedule and his weird scheduling. We stayed strong during all the times I was in the ER and then when I had to go into surgery. Now, I wasn't wanting to ask for anyone's help. I try so hard to be indepedant. I try so hard to do everything myself. But it has come to my attention that I can not afford to pay for everything myself. So now I ask, Please help me get the wedding I would give anything to have. I have come to the conculsion that if I am unable to have the wedding I would like, I will most likely just go to the courthouse to be married. I just wanted my day to be memorable. I have done so much for other people over the years, a little help in return would be amazing. Thank you for reading this. And thank you for your help.