MY SON & I ARE LIVING IN HELL...
Im a 37 year old single mom, my son is 12 years old and has a disease called Nephrotic Syndrome.
My sons disease is rare and has very few success stories, and the reality is that there is a strong possibility of me burying my son before he buries me. As awful as that is, its not the reason for my plea for help.
I'm asking for an y kind of support or donations to help me get us out of the living situation we are in.
My father is the ambassador for Narcissists.
He has made my life as impossible and miserable as possible and the abuse is getting worse. I tried to run away with my son to try and fix the damage the abuse has caused his emotional state. My father got so mad because he no longer had control over me and his punching bag" was gone, that he arranged that my boss fired me, reported my car stolen, had me arrested for theft (I never stole a thing), surrendered my four legged child (my dog) to a shelter, closed my bank accounts, sold my car and broke my laptop and phone. The abuse has just spiralled from bad to worse, so much so that I even tried to take my own life.
I need to get my son and I out of this unhealthy environment but I have no money, i cant afford to buy clothes and shoes and make up to look professional for interviews, I can't find a job (people judge me because I'm emotionally and physically drained and they assume that i just don't care abt my appearance ) I have to walk everywhere I need to be in broken takkies.
I'm asking for help so that I can move out of this hell hole, so that I can start repairing myself, my soul and my life , so that I can be the kind of mom my son deserves and can be proud of. I would like to study to become a dog behaviourist and trainer so that I can start my own business doing what I love.
I know I'm asking a lot. But I cant live with this abuse anymore. And my fear is that my son will die 1 day, and the only thing he ever knew or learnt from his mom was how to be broken and a failure.
Please help me change our stars