T-Shirt heat press Machine

I am hard working man looking to start my own T shirt business. I have great ideas and I'm very motivated to get started. I have did my research develop my own logos and I'm ready to start ASAP. I work a 9-5 but I can't seem to get extra cash to purchase a T-shirt heat press machine. If it wasn't for bills grocery gas and ect, I could easily purchase this machine. Seems like every time I'm on track to purchase this machine life throws me a curve ball. I'm hoping and praying I can get some donations to get started your helping hand would mean so much to me. I'm a dedicated and motivated man I know I can do this I just need a helping hand. Thanks so much