I have never done anything like this before, but a friend of mind suggested I at least try.
I am a single parent, USN veteran, divorced once and I have recently gotten out of an abusive relationship. In the process of trying to leave, I had wrecked my car that I only had 6 payments left on, forcing me to get another and start all over ( I was devastated). I was only working as a waitress at the time too, so I had to pull a loan out just to get a place to live and move what I could. We also had to give away our beloved doberman because the apartment complex not allowing his breed, this was a devastation for my daughter, and a heartbreaking experience to have to tell him goodbye.
Things have only gotten harder since...I lost my job as a waitress and now do as many odd jobs (cleaning houses, delivering pizza, any volunteered work that pays, tasks or baby sitting that others may need) as I possibly can in order to keep things going, but its still not enough and I am struggling bad. Now all I want to do is just be able to move back home (Missouri), so that I can be closer to my family, and start over but with how things are I can't even possibly think of moving.....I admit its a stressful situation, but I am trying to be optimistic. I am constantly negative because I can't make enough to pay my bills,and I am always trying to negotiate with the banks to give me a little more time.
It sucks to have to write all of that out, and admit that I can't make enough just to keep things going, but it is what it is, and I have accepted at this point that I should probably give anything a shot in order to make it home. I have always worked for what I have, and I am usually a pretty proud person when it comes to earning and making it on my own, but Its not just me anymore, I have my daughter to support and it isn't easy, but I'd do what it takes to ensure things are right for her.
I am not really sure what else to say, I just wanna go home, and start over in hopes of giving my daughter a good life. This is worth a shot, and if nothing comes of it, that is okay. Like I said, I am used to making it on my own steam, and as difficult as this is for me, I still am okay if it doesn't work out. Thank you for taking the time to at least read this.