This is my very first time to try this platform.
I am now 33 normal guy (maybe).
My problem is I can't eat with stranger or someone who are very socialize. I afraid. When I panic, I will threw up.
This problem since I was around 12 years old.
H.K. government's doctor is never take serious or care my problem. (He said at least you didn't die).
Because my anxiety , i can't make friend at all, usually when you dating, you need to eat, many gathering is by dining.
I wish I have friends. But this restrict me a lot during over 20 years. 20 years...
I give up many jobs, friends, love.
I always need to seek a job which is eat alone.
My dating with girl or friend, cannot go restaurant to eat.
We can't meet more than 4 hours or I need to attend the lunch/ dinner....
But my deep heart is want a health, normal friendship circle.
I want group of peoples, I wish I have friends..
H.K. private doctor is very expensive and I can't afford it.
My wages now is below the H.K. avg. wages. (around 60% of the avg.) But this job I can eat alone during lunch time break.
Also I need to pay HKD5000 to my dad each month as he is 65 already. My mum almost 65 too.
I hope this platform would work...
I may not the most serious.
But it affected me a very long time indeed.
Bliss you all. Thank you for reading.
Please help...even a bit...