Skinny Love

I'm fat. Always have been no matter what I try. I'm not the strictest person when it comes to food, but I try my hardest.  My confidence is low and I despise myself.  I want change, I want gastric band surgery. Don't they all?  I want to increase my confidence and start living my life without worrying every second of every day of what people think of me. Do they think im fat? Will I fit in that tight space? If I sit on a chair wll it break? Im not huge. Im 16 and a half stone, but I need help and I can't think of any other way but to use y skills as a marketer to better my life. I ask for your help, to change a life. Just like any other campaign on here, although mine can be portrayed as a selfish cause, it means more than that. I want to be able to love my partner without worrying about my weight and if he will move on because of it. I want to be succesful in my career so that I can earn a decent living and help my mum pay her bills. I want to be happy in myself so that I can make other people happy. This probably wont be a succesful campaign, but your donation could really make a difference.