School Funding

I'm CJ and I'm an 18 year old self-employed homeschooled student. I'd like to be able to give myself a second chance on education. I've failed so many times that sometimes I feel like giving up and never trying again. But I know how important education is to me. I'm planning to take philosophy at a university but I don't have enough funds for it and my parents don't really support homeschooling so they're not willing to help me. The reason why I'm planning to go to a distant learning school is so that I can have enough flexible time for my family and for my business. I would really appreciate it if anyone would like to help me with my education. Even if it's only 1 pence given for my education, it would really make a difference. I'd like to inspire people with what I know and prove to those people who did not believe in me in the first place that success is possible for anyone who has failed.