The journey of death .. I have a simple dream of living in a safe place far from wars away from hunger and deprivation far from religious extremism. My dream is to live because I have not seen my life yet and I am waiting to see my life far from dying in Gaza. My dream is to live in Europe and have a job and a wife just like me, like any young man in the world. Since I was young and I dreamed of very small things, but unfortunately nothing happened and I am satisfied and patient. I left Gaza to escape death and opened my eyes to see life so that I could find work and a safe country to find a wife and have children. I escaped death from the rockets of the Zionist occupation but did not know that death was chasing me everywhere. I did not know I would sink into the sea. Now I do not dream of big things, all I dream about is that I want to live. I dream that I can travel to a safe country in a safe way. I started to hate the sea since the accident on the boat and I have been suffering from mental illness. I did not sleep because of my vision of death After the ship sank from Turkey to Greece. After more than two hours we were in the water waiting for the spirit to come. The Turkish Coast Guard rescued 12 people and could not save my friend who sank and died in the sea. Death was chasing us but Allah saved us at the last time and we were taken to the hospital and now I'm physically well but psychologically I'm sick. All I want is to live. Is this a sin? Is this a lot? I will not be able to return to Gaza because I do not want to die and there is no life in Gaza, occupation or anything else. So I haven't achieved my dream and I want to do it in a safe way and get to the state I want and I can live and find a job to help my poor and sick family. I have to ask you to stand by me in every way. You have to help me so I do not die. I was tired and tired of everything and could not find another way to complete my path. Now I live in very bad conditions not taught to Allah. Please treat me with your heart and not something else I need your help soon.