I wish I could say that I deserved money more than someone else did. I can’t. I wish I could say I have left no stone unturned. I know I have tried. I know I have looked at. This is what happens when you don’t have health insurance or a job with health insurance or some other catastrophic event happens and you can’t pay your student loans. I tried to get ahead and I have no problem with working. I have looked nonstop for jobs, especially public service jobs for the student loan programs. I am willing to move anywhere with little notice to work. We need to rethink how we fund college or vocational. I have tried and I continue to try. I always have hope. Every time I reset my loans for an emergency or unemployment, the interest of 9 percent was capitalized as principal and is far more than the 25000 that I orignially borrowed now. I would love to give back. I would love to help others. Any assistance at all offered directly on my loan with Navient/Sallie Mae would be greatly appreciated from the bottom of my heart and I would do my best to continue to try to pass on good things to help others.