Please help me through my troubles

I'm 25 years old and currently have been going through I guess an "early life crisis." I've found myself in a pit of anxiety and depression and even leaving my house is hard. I've failed for a few years now at finding a real job and honestly it's also due to having a poor resume. I've looked up certain disabilities and I'm pretty sure I have undiagnosed Asperger's, my Doctor's have put me on Riddlin, etc when I was a kid but it has never properly been addressed. I think this is what sets me back in life. I feel like I'm just lost and without a job or source of money I've done nothing but disappoint my family and made it hard for us to survive. Ofcourse I still live with my parents. I've been trying to move and live on my own ultimately for years now but it's been really difficult. I opened this fundraiser as possibly a source of some sort of income to help keep me afloat and if I find a steady job I'll shut it down. Literally anything donated would be great, but I guess I'm not asking for a fixed amount. Thank you to anyone who helps.