Please Help Me Get Back My Confidence!Need Electrolysis

Hi Ladies & Gentlemen! First I'd like to thank you all for reading my message.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   I'm 24 year old girl from London,  I want to take on the world & make a difference to a lot of people's live, myself & family included.  I have a huge heart, I love to give & have always been giving & ending up broke still & its really sad too. I'm sure a lot of people understand,I'm asking for a chance to be happy & to be able to fully fulfill my destiny to be great & do great things for people too, i also want to build my self esteem as its extremely low for a young girl. So here is my request  i would really love if someone would help me pay for an electrolysis treatment...on my face. I feel & look male that I don't want to go to work anymore & I feel depressed.  From a young age I have been shaving my face because of insecurities, was told by my friends it's not good to have hair on my face at the of 12! I was so young & made the biggest mistake of my life which i live to regret til this day & i want to do something about it but because I'm such a generous person , i give most of my salary to my family because they are all broke, i feel bad & i don't want them to be unhappy. Even with my friends I help so much with their problems & debt. And now I'm extremely broke & would like this procedure before my birthday to make myself happy. Now I have learned that I need to take care of myself and a treatment of Electrolysis will help me achieve my goals as this is one of the first steps to my happiness.  Thank you again for reading & God Bless you!