I am no good at this as I never ask anyone for help. I try not to let anyone know what exactly is going on. When covid hit we were forced to work from home however I do not have internet and could not get it due to where I live. I have a hotspot on my phone however my hotspot was not enough to power my work computer 40 hours a week so I was unable to work fulltime. We have just now gone back into office about a month ago and I've been back to my fulltime. Well with me not being able to work more then 20 hours a week came having no money for bills.. i managed to get enough to barely get by however got behind on somethings. I am slowly working on trying to catch up however it has been a real struggle. I lost my mom 4 years ago to pneumonia and gained custody of my 12 year old sister at the time... she is now 16. My baby sister does not work as she is focusing on school and watches my girls 5 and 7 for me so i do not have to pay for a sitter. I am currently almost 2 months behind on rent and I am finally working on getting my electric paid up to date after having to keep get extensions, But i am still behind on that. As for rent we are almost in november and I owe half of my september and all of october as well. I am about $1500 in the hole with no one to help and no credit to get any help loans or anything as I have already tried that. I do not have any family as my dad left when i was 8 years old and lost all of my grandparents. My children's father left us 2 years ago and moved states away and signed over his rights to the girls as he no longer wanted anything to do with them. I worry about my girls as I try my best to do everything I can for them. Im not asking for you to feel sorry for me i just want you to know exactly where I'm coming from and what I'm going through. I try not to let the girls know or see anything thats going on because they should not have to worry about it as it is my problem not theirs.. i really would appreciate even the slightest help as im just a 25 year old single mom of 3 girls and im doing the best i possibly can do. Thank you so much in advance as this is very hard for me to do.