Payday Loan Cycle Breaker

So where to start...

I'm Lee. 32 years old.

For a while now, I've been trying to destroy my life.

Gamble gamble gamble! The worst thing anyone can possibly get stuck in ( aside from postitution and drugs ) is gambling. Let's face it, winning can feel exhilarating. The joy of a big win, and the constant voice in your head telling you there is more to be won. And then there is losing. That terrible feeling knowing you have been stupid and that money you just gambled away was to pay the rent and feed yourself.

This is the situation I have found myself in too any times. And then to make matters worse, I've then turned to payday loans to try and undo the damage left from the gambling.
And then the whole cycle starts again..

So why am I on this website asking you for money. Afterall, what's to stop me from gambling the donations away? Well...recently I scared myself. Because of the stress of possibly losing my home and the mounting payday loan debts, I attempted to overdose. Waking up the following afternoon, I realised how much of a pathetic fool I've been. It's time to turn my life round and get on with living. My request for donations is to help sort these problems out once and for all. $5000 is the quest but I am happy with anything. Anything donation can help to get rid of the mounting payday loan debts and get me back on the right track.

Don't judge me as a gambler, judge me that I am now seeking to change and that people deserve a second chance. Once I'm recovered, it will be my turn to help others in return. I can't do this without your help,

Thank you all