Sitting here next to my cat mini, she yawns and looks at me with her big beautiful green eyes keeping me inspired to keep going in the face of adversity. "If your going through hell, keep on going, before the devil even knows your're there," is a song played over and over again in my head at the moment.
Tears rush to my eyes when I think about how grateful I am for my life and where I have come from. I see and interact with all these beautiful bobbing children, watching them look at the world around them, connecting with their mothers and fathers and handing them a sticker in return for the biggest smiles I have ever seen. It truly is the Simple Things that makes us happy. I feel my inner child is looking for the sound of my mother but I can't hear her unless I close my eyes and listen to her from the other side. I miss my mother more than anything this world can offer. Truly, my life has been tragic since the start, I need a break, and I need a car so I can move out from under my brothers roof, get back to work, and find true freedom in life.
Born February 29th 1958, my mom, Sandra Joy Valentine was a very outgoing person who loved to talk, socialize, and dance the blues away. She inspires me in ways that I did not know possible. She was a great woman who loved to dig in the dirt, nurture animals and take care of those around her. I haven't seen her for awhile expect in pictures, and memories, but if you ever lost a mother you know how deep that can affect your life!
I know I have the power to create and attract like minded people into my life. I need a clean space, a car, and encouragement to move forward in this lifetime.
I am not afraid to ask for a white ford fusion because that is what I need. I need to be able to make money and build a better life for those around me. I love my three brothers but none of us have a clue what were doing in life with out our mother, she departed in 2009 from a disease I am looking to cure for good.
I took out students loans for college because I was homeless but it has taught me to love nature and to be one with nature because after all we come from nature. My dad, who I met when I was twenty one has not been a big enough part in my life because he left when I was so young due to addiction to some heavy and infected substances. I am trying to rebuild my relationship with my real father now because everyone deserves a second chance!
I am going to be a fearless leader to inspire the people around you. I was born a leader, and I want to be a doctor, I was told I was suppose to be a doctor, I love the human body, I dedicate time and energy in to learning more about this body, so I can help others understand that you only have one and you have to treat it good or else it will give you warnings and can even cause you to hit the big red restart button. No one likes hitting that button too soon, no one, needs to be in that spot. Humans can live longer and healthier lives but we need people like you and I working together for the common good.
I don't need to worry about paying off debt when I should be focused on making this world a little better for all of us to live and grow it. I really do want to help humanity, work with the other great people of this earth, I want to help everyone find and enjoy a longer more vibrant life. I am so thankful for all the products and services we have today everything from toothpaste to toilets, these things are inspired and created with just your imagination. I know it was thanks to many men and women who have been in the very same spot I am in, a spot of despair. This is a place God brings you, to show you the way you must follow in order to help as many people as I can possibly imagine.
That is why I am on this site, searching for someone who can help me get things started. I want to be an entrepreneur but I need a car, so I can go to the places that I need to go, to meet the people that I need to meet in order to finish this journey strong.
I love this world, and find life so beautiful. Everything is really a gift, this life is a wonderful gift and I am so happy to be able to share this experience with others. I am asking for 80 grand because I will use it to get set up. I will pay off my credit cards, pay off my student loans, purchase a car, rent out a nice place for me and my two adored cats so we can get down to business.
With all my heart and Joy,
Julia Joy Valentine