Not Gonna give up

Hi, so this is really weird for me, My names Ricki. Im 19 years old. I have a daughter Payton, and a Daughter Tatum. We moved into our first apartment last year Dec 10. Just the last month and half things have gotten really bad. Steven(the father of my two babies) up and quit his job, he didnt work. Then shortly after that he stopped coming home, things werent good between us, I was trying to go to school to graduate, to get my diploma. He wasnt ever home anymore, and one day he just told me he wasnt coming back, and he didnt. Well I gotten a call from his mom about two weeks, sayin that he was in the hospital for trying to commit suiicde, and thats when I knew, I just knew I needed to stop depending on him to help me because it just wasnt going to happen. So he has been gone, and he still hasnt come and seen the girls.. It makes me so sad because I dont know what to tell them. Im a very good mom . I try hard to do anything I can for my babies,i love more than anything! I havent been able to pay this months rent, and I have nowhere to go. If I could have one thing for Christmas is a warm place for my family to live. I hope this can help,,the girls and I. I didnt come on here to be judged. All I want is a place to live, a home for my babies. And a wonderful Happy Christmas.

Thank you so much for reading, love

Ricki, Payton & Tatum