need very big help

Hello everyone,

First of all english is not my first language so i hardly know how to write.

i am working father of four childrens i have very serious debt on my name .i got CCj and all bad records on my name so i can't get any credit on phone contract or anything at all. i have to pay council.water gas and other loan company but i can't afford to do that so they taking direct payment from my weekly salary which is ordered by court. i live in rented house which is always in late payment. i receive £286 weekly salary but after all didcotions only get £104 in my bank and do get £29 child tax credit and £62 housing benefit per week.(total monthly £780+82child benefit =862 minus £650 rent) so i left with about £53 to run family of six people to feed whole week. me and my wife also got health issue so can't work for long hours. we struggle to get proper meal per day. so we can't even dream about going out or buy clothing . we find very hard to afford to buy a burger for littleone. i tried to raise money from my friends &family but no one willing to lent as they know that they not going to get back.

i dont know how to describe my situations but in simple line i am in very bad time. i cant write my story in full as it make me very sad and feel like i am burden on family and useless to them as cant provide basics. belive me i tried everything to get out from this situations but no luck.

if i know how to tell all my story bilive me it will be very long. my humble riqvest to all you lovely people pray for me and help me to come out from this nightmere.

thanks.