Need Money For Future

I need money right now, and for my future. I've been on Social Security and haven't worked in over 20 years. I'm unable to work. My body has been in bad shape my whole life, I can't breathe daily. When I did work in my 20's I was ready to go home by 1:00. If I do the slightest thing around the house my back is in serious pain. I'm 45 years old, I hardly eat. I need a car I have to walk everywhere. I'd like to get a better place to live. My parents could die and I'd have no one to help with any money, food, anything.

I'm being serious here about everything. I only get $1000 a month from Social Security, pay rent and utilities. My mom controls my check and pays the bills I have no cash to use ever. I depend on her every 4 days for food and whatever else. I don't have a car or can afford food or whatever I may need on a daily basis, soap, razors, etc. I need to pay for car insurance, gas. I need to pay for these things the rest of my life.

My mom could die and I'd be stuck here with nothing, she was an alcoholic bartender her whole life and could die any day, she has problems all the time. She's over 60 and I just had an uncle who died at 70 this year from lung and kidney failure who drank everyday.

I have 2 pairs of shorts and 2 shirts, sweatpants for when I need to walk to the store in zero degree weather, wind blowing and snowing. I live in a mobile home park that makes I'm serious, noise 24 hours a day and I'm up the whole day I don't sleep. Cars all day that sound like they're from the 80s that are loud, doors slamming, a close train. I need to get out of here and possibly buy a house.

I want to better my life and secure my future myself as well. I've been into ranking sites on Google page 1 in the top position for about 6 years. Recently I've learned a lot to get me closer, I have two affiliate sites but can't get there yet. The bottom of page 1 I've gotten but there isn't anything but the first three positions, where a floodgate of money opens with thousands of dollars every month. Those individual pages are on there forever with consistent income.

But it looks like I'm going to have to pay an SEO company to get my pages there. They cost $500 a month, but it's an investment. I obviously can't afford it.

Thank you to anyone who helps and anyone who does substantially. I grew up in a nice family, had everything I needed, worked as a teenager into my twenties, but I never had anything in my life. Nothing nice.