Need help for our wedding savings

Hi all,So here is the story.

I have a beautiful fiencë ,amazing heart,grear to be around and very caring.

We are getting married next year April but with my previous job i was unable to save(she saved quite a lot)Now that i have a good new job i'm not getting anything saved cause of previous late payments ,housing ect ect.

Reason i want to give her this type of wedding,she has always given everything ,money and time you name it and never expected something back.

As i struggle to save up i will have to take out a loan at the bank and still have no money for a small honeymoon.

If anyone would be kind and assist me on this wedding savings i would be so happy to see her smile on the bog day at the wedding she deserves.

Ps.We cant cancel as we'll lose our deposit.

Best regards

Brendan