Need help!!!

My name is Amber and I'm trying to help raise money for my family! We have been struggling past year and we have reached a bad spot with my toddler and fiance!!! I can't work and am waiting for a year out for disability due to PTSD, high anxiety, and will be diagnosed with epilepsy as my docs believe I have Jeavans syndrome but can't get to Denver to see a neurologist because my insurance says the only neurologist I can see is in Denver. I'm also the main caregiver to our toddler as my fiance has Poland syndrome which means he has missing muscles on his left side which is rarer and he got it from his father as he played with Agent Orange before he was born and he has very bad degeneration. Anyways our family has taken out loans to help us live a couple times as my side business isn't picking up much sales. We have now came to a point where we can't even survive next month due to These loans and we are trying to get rid of them and also get our car looked at and worked on if needed so we can make the trip to Denver and have a babysitter in our city to be able to get me to finally see a neurologist. We are on fixed income and I've had These episodes ever since I took this pill called depakote as a kid and was prescribed it but we need to get this done so my lawyers can help me even more on getting me on disability!!!! We need help we are drowning and can't get out of this mess without some help.