My wedding :)

Its every girls dream to have a wedding of her own with her dad walking her down the aisle. Well my dreams got crushed when my father passed away from cancer. I decided well maybe I shouldn't be married, why have someone else give me away? Next I decided I will have my uncle do the honors, he as well passed away very unexpectedly. So I gave up on all my dreams of having a beautiful wedding. I have recently decided that I do want to get married before something comes up and crushes my dreams again. I don't ask for help but I really want my dream wedding to come true. I have two beautiful babies and I owe it to them to be happy! I have no funds what so ever to even think about getting anything for my wedding. As young parents my fiance and I have been through what some grown adults haven't even been through. Our relationship has been tested over and over again and we still pull through. We have been through loosing custody of our son and re-gaining it and been through having a terrible pregnancy that resulted in a sick baby. I spent every penny I had on my kids, like any parent would. So please anything will help, I want my dream wedding and to be happy for my Dad, he may not be here anymore but I promised him I would be happy! :)