My name is Vanessa and i need help to get back on my feet. The past 4 years have been hard and depressing. I lost my job in 2010 and i felt like life put the brakes on me. Just when i thought that was the hardest thing in my life, a stream of events happened that made a job loss superficial. I got pregnant with my son and loss him when i was 5 1/2 months. I dont have any kids so it made me fill like i failed in parenthood. Then i received another chance and got pregnant with my daughter about three months later. Did everything right but once again failed at parenthood and i loss my daughter when i was six months pregnant. I have been in limbo for the past few years. Didn't have any motivation nor drive (which is not my personality).But through prayer i found some motivation; but i need some help. Through my depression i lost my place and my vehicle. I now have a place to live,but need help with transportation to find a job. I am asking for help because i have back problems and it is hard for me to get around to find jobs when i have to walk everywhere. If i had a way to get a car on my own i would but i just dont have a way. I want my life back and i need some help to get to a brighter day in my life. I want to live again. I want to start a new chapter but i need some help. My pride has stood in my way, but really I need help.