My Dream Of Going To TwitchCon!

Hello everyone, let me start by thanking you for taking the time to read this. My name is Branden and I'm 30 years old. About 3 years ago i had a lot of unfortunate things happen in my life that sent me into a depression that I have yet to find the willpower to get out of. I gave up everything I had to move to a different state to try and combat this mental disease but to no avail so I turned to drugs. Took me two years to get off of the drugs and now I'm clean and sober but all that's left is me, still with nothing to my name and still depressed. Now I know that millions of people have this same issue everyday and the drugs were my fault. I'm not saying I'm worse off than anyone else. I'm asking for this while knowing it's not going to happen but I had to try anyway because there is no way I'm going to make enough in time. All I want is to concur my depression and anxiety, I don't know if going to TwitchCon will help anything but I want to try. All the money raised will be spent on the trip so that is Car/Hotel/3day Tickets & Twitchcon party ticket/food. This will also hopefully help me launch my streaming channel as well. Lastly, I have made a LOT of friends on the internet the past couple of years becase I was mentaly unable to leave my house so this will give me the opportunity to meet a few of them once and for all!