I have been in this severe depression phase for the past 3 years of my life. I lost the person dearest to me about 3 years back due to an unexpected death. We were unable to have a funeral due to the expenses. I have not been able to put closure on this matter. I have been trying to take a trip to our favorite location (Myrtle Beach, SC.) in hopes that it can help put some closure and bring peace to my life. In this past 3 years I have been working hard to get back on my feet again and always seem to cut myself short of the funds needed for this trip. I believe that going to the place that brought so much peace and happiness to our lives is what I need to bring peace back into my life so that I can move on to my next chapter.