Medical treatment, life of the extreme

Moje službeno ime jos uvijek je Maja, a uskoro i Shen kad mi financije to dozvole. Zovu me jos i Šime, ali više poslovno nego privatno zato sta se zadnjih godina jako malo družim sa stalnim kontaktima, a ljudi iz prošlosti većinom me uzimaju zdravo za gotovo kako onda tako i sada. Rođen sam u krivom tijelu i prolazim proceduru za promjenu spola koja je odgađana zbog financija, a sada je još i usporilo sve zbog financija i koronavirusa. Zdravlje mi je prioritet, ali ispalo je kako je to ipak posao pod moram. Povremeno radim koliko mi to dozvoljava tržište rada i samo moje zdravstveno stanje. Cilj mi je pronaći posao za cijelu godinu, ali teško se u tome snalazim. Do sada samo sam se informirao o socijalnoj pomoći, ali ako do jeseni i zime opet ne pronađem posao svakako da će mi bit potrebna. Smatram da je bankarski sistem jako loš kao i sistem rada i zapošljavanja, a i sam kapitalizam kao sistem. Želim postić financijsku neovisnost i živit skroman život. Stava sam biti, a ne imati. Sve moje materijalne stvari koje posjedujem vrlo vjerojatno ne bi prelazile vaganje na aerodromu koja uključuje nadoplatu. Imam neke ponude za posao u Švedskoj, ali to je tek početkom 2021. Pitanje je i kakav je to posao, jer ne želim bit rob kapitalizma da me se iskorištava ili da stvaram neko materijalno bogatstvo. Znam da je novac generalno krivo raspoređen, rad se ne cijeni ispravno bilo intelektualni bilo fizički i zato sam i ja u ovakvim problemima. Ne zanimaju me negativni ljudi i negativni komentari. Pozitivno gledam na sve i tražim rješenje svoje situacije. Ukoliko imate više i želite donirat odlično, a isto tako poznajete nekoga do koga može doći ova informacija to je odlično. Imate li informaciju o nekome tko nudi posao isto tako me zanima. Hvala na čitanju.

My official name is still Maja, and soon Shen when my finances allow it. They also call me Šime, but more for business than for private, because in recent years I have spent very little time with constant contacts, and people from the past mostly take me for granted both then and now. I was born in the wrong body and am undergoing a gender reassignment procedure that has been delayed due to finances and now everything has slowed down even more due to finances and coronavirus. Health is my priority, but it turned out to be a job under the sea. I occasionally work as much as the labor market and only my health allow. My goal is to find a job for the whole year, but I have a hard time finding it. So far I have only been informed about social assistance, but if I do not find a job again by autumn and winter, I will definitely need it. I think that the banking system is very bad as well as the system of work and employment, and capitalism itself as a system. I want to achieve financial independence and live a humble life. I am an attitude to be, not to have. All of my material belongings that I own would very likely not exceed weighing at the airport which includes a surcharge. I have some job offers in Sweden, but that is only at the beginning of 2021. The question is also what kind of job it is, because I do not want to be a slave to capitalism to be exploited or to create some material wealth. I know that money is generally misallocated, work is not valued properly either intellectually or physically and that is why I am in such problems. I’m not interested in negative people and negative comments. I look at everything positively and look for a solution to my situation. If you have more and want to donate great, and you also know someone who can get this information, that's great. If you have information about someone who offers a job I am also interested. Thanks for reading.