My name is Tammy and for many years I have tried to pay my medical bills,but life throws you curve balls. And one group of medical bills happens to be a relentless set of curve balls and I had it down to 1200.00 then could not pay anymore so for the first time in my life I have a judgement against me. And this set was because my ex husband was suppose to hold health coverage on my children and found out at that time no coverage go figure. Now it is almost 2500.00 because of the judgement.
Then comes health issues with me Every part of my body was extremely sore for over a week for no reason then top it with my arm sore and painful for months as well as 6 weeks of an exhaustion I never want to go through ever again, but probably will. So tests and being zapped ugh. Oh yaeh ,get the bills a little over $4000.00 on my part.
Next: Anyone well now I am still working struggling to get through to push myself to get up ect...and then lets throw DaDUDA: Lower back out and because of your job and your situation : I cant take time off: So..... Months of laying down right after work so you can make it through the next day and each day it gets less and you get worse. With every day I lose more muscle til my hips bulged out and everything else is out. Pain constant from my back down my leg ect....
This brings me to the realisation I need to give my notice so that I can move pain free and not have to think about it first before I move so it is not as painful. I am miserable and have become a miserable person this is not me.
In short I can move bend walk sit adjust with no discomfort I cannot lift or push or bend to much yet but I will get there and now I am currently looking for work so many I wish I could do but know at this point it is not realistic. I have to be very selective right now and hold back as I do not wish to ever go back to that situation ever again.
So I am asking which this is hard for me for donations for bills, I have always been a self sufficient person and a proud person I never have had much nor do I require allot and always have made it on my own. So This is very hard for me to ask for help.
In return I will freeform hand crochet scarves or hats and send to you for a reward.
So Thank you for taking the time to read and appreciate every second of every day.