Make me beautiful again. .

Im a recovering drug addict..started using when I was 27 and now I'm 31..I suffer from depression so all my scars now have me dealing with more bullies as an adult then ever as a child. My ex who broke my heart who is my true love and is the reason I started using calls me Skeeter as well as his family. We share a daughter together and he makes me go there even tho it makes me uncomfortable bc him and his family make.fun of me as well as many others..I had to delete Facebook bc of the bullies..I used to be beautiful before I started using..I jus want the old me back..so for once I can laugh back at them..why kick someone when clearly their at their worst..the world is a cold mean place and it's killing me slowly...I jus want to walk without my head down..not be starred at and made fun of..because I'm still a mother a daughter a friend a sister..I'm still human..