Lyme disease

Dear Everybody!

I'm 43 years old and have 3 small children. I've been suffering from Lyme -disease related panic illness for more than 2 years already. My life is just a hell, full of sufferings, taking a lot of medicine to cure this panic somehow, but I need more and more to survive each day. I tried to cure my chronic Lyme with antibiotics but it was not effective. Many times I have to call for ambulance, because I have suddenly high pulse, tremor and arrhythmia. I can't go out at all, just staying at home and even housework is difficult for me ..

I was planning some alternative cure just like gut bacteria transplant, etc, but I have already spent nearly all my savings for doctors, and really cannot use more. (My husband had kidney transplant, so he is not very healthy but he is working)

I'm full of sorrow, crying many times, because I'm not able to go out with my children and play with them, or make programs.. I know well, in some months we have to face with finantial problems and have to think how to buy foods..

My only wish is to become healthy again to be able to go out and work. I would need to try special therapies, but I cannot afford it anymore..

I would really appreciate any small help for my cure.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart!