Last Resort

Oh Lord, I don’t hold a candle to what I’ve seen in this site. I actually want to back down now I don’t deserve the help more than the next person but here goes.

I’m 23 years old and I have a daughter, she’s a one year old kitten named Yunna who’s been with me almost as long as I’ve been struggling she’s well taken care of, I have made it my business to sacrifice everything for her so even when I’m not eating she is eating 3 times a day lol, I lived a decent life in foster care, I’m not going to go through my life story, it’s a long story but I’ve seen and been through things that can last several lifetimes. Unfortunately I’m at the last of my wits here. I’ve been through so much the last year and cliche as it is, it’s covid fault. Or at least that’s what makes me feel better, a bunch of bad decisions mixed with horrible luck and I find my self in some debt that I can’t pay. I lost my job due to Covid twice, I’ve broken my leg for 6 months and finally the job I held the longest in the last two years fired me because it was two hours away and there were times I found my self waiting for several buses so one can let me in for free because I couldn’t afford a simple 2.75 at times. Because every dollar I got I spent to make sure Yunna was good for the next several weeks and that I can lower the the heat from the rising bills. I admit the amount I’m asking for is a tad higher than what I owe but I would like to be in a spot where everything is paid for and I can start over. I need the breather. I’m tired of selling my soul for scraps. I recently finished battling my last depression episode and slowly am picking myself up and I got a job coming in the next few weeks but that’s another few weeks I have to wait with barely a dollar to my name, I would like to thank anyone and everyone who can help or at least took the time to read this. I’m not used to asking for help, I don’t really have people I can turn to and sometimes the idea of giving up is pleasing to me. But I won’t give up