Last chance at keeping my family

  Hello All I am creating this page to try and get help to go to rehab for my sexual addiction that has been refused to be covered at work. They have compared it to a food or shopping addiction. I went through all the evaluations and been recommended to the Bellwood center in Ontario, Canada. I have spent the last 9 years together with my wife battling this addiction and have thee children with her two girls and a boy 6,3and 16 months. My wife has put up with all of my issues over these years and now I may have given her and STD and in turn possibly my youngest child due to the fact she was nursing at the time. Up to this point I was in denial thinking I could beat it on my own now I have been given the biggest slap into reality with the possibility of hurting my wife and son in more ways than just emotional despair. I now know I need help and want help, I may or may not be able to hold my family together but I want to get help regardless of the outcome in the end if she stays that is great what I would like but if she leaves at least I will be fixed and able to be a better person for my kids. I am doing this for me and then to try a keep my family together.