in desperate need of help

hello my name is jan. i think for you to fully understand why im in need for this extra money i have to share my story and how i ended in this mess of my. i know that is my personal problem and its my fault i had to learn a hard lesson this year that really destroyed me.its kinda of a bad love story.

in the start 2017 i meet a girl on a video game we connected immediately. after 2 month we started to have long distant relationship. she was living in London and i was in slovenia at that time.i started to save money to move in london. i moved to london start of 2018. i didnt get ready for in so we where struggling. after 2 month i found a stable job and everything went well till the company i was working for lost few clients so again we started to struggling i had to ask for my family and friends for money. after new year i came home from work and my girlfriend told me she wants to brake up whit me because she found someone else.that destroyed me and i lost my job. right now im left whit no money saved. i will be forced to live on the street.

its my fault that i didnt take things serious about the future. and didnt take better opportunities in my life i had to learn a hard lesion.

thanks to everyone that took the time too read my story made is as short as possible.