If you love, clap your hands!

Hello everyone, my name is Eva. First of all I wanna thank you for even looking at this page, second of all I want to apologize in advance for any possible grammar mistakes, I'm not a native english speaker.

Where to start... Basically last years of my life were filled with some bad luck, school, job, health, relationships, everything started falling appart. Until months ago I met a man who finally appreciates me for having a brain and takes looks just as a nice bonus. Man who treats me with respect and love. Man that I have so much in common with. The only problem is we live about 1500 km away from each other. We are talking every day for hours, but.. when you love someone, you want more. You wanna be able to look them straight in the eyes, be able to hug them and kiss them. And I wanna change it, I wanna see the man on christmas and he wants the same. Sometimes you gotta grab opportunity and do what it takes. That's what I am trying. I will make this possible, I will find a way, and this might be it, who knows! I don't want this to be just a dream. If you ever really fell in love, you know how it feels, how I feel. So if you are a romantic soul, or you just wanna believe in love, any help is gonna be greatly appreciated!