If I don’t try, I won’t know

If I do not try, I will not know if I deserve something from life.

My passion is photography and my dream is to get the camera Sony a7 III - unfortunately I just can't afford to buy it.

It would be wonderful to combine work with passion, but to do this you need to have professional equipment. If you can help me it will be wonderful. this is my first post in my life asking for donations if I don't try it I won't be able to sleep :)

I loved photography thanks to my dad, from a young age I obviously have a camera, an old canon 50d, it still works, I wanted to start doing something professional and therefore I need better equipment.