I NEED YOUR HELP PLEASE

Almost two years ago i was diagnosed with Adenosquamous Carcinoma of the Perianal area, because of where it was situated it the cancer tumor could not be surgically removed. I did days of Chemo and Radiation therapy. Was discharged from hospital. The next MRI showed no reduction in the tumor size. I was put on Xeloda oral chemo, which made me so sick and did nothing to the tumor either. Eventually this cancer tumor has dug a tunnel and burst open between the vagina and anus and has a gaping hole that is bleeding and discharging 24/7. The oncologist says this wound will never heal. It will continue to leak, the cancer will spread to my lymph nodes and then to organs. I asked how much time i have , the Professor says...well how long is a rope. I was devastated. Through everything i have been through, they are sending me off with pain pills and will see to me having "good quality of life" in my final days. There is however a private Oncologist that is willing to take a chance on me and wants to help and try and heal me, he however charges per consultation fee, then medical expenses, medication etc, unfortunately i do not have the money to even attend one consultation at this moment and he needs to see me asap. I want to live, I need to live for my kids, my family and friends, i need to live for my little grand daughter Xillaenia, or Our Little Flower as you know her she has grown up before your eyes. I am in trouble, i need help, i can not see me dying because i lacked the funds to find help. I trust in my friends, i trust that even if you help with a dollar or a prayer, none of them are wasted. I will never give up fighting, i am fighting for my life now, and i can not do it alone. I need you. XXXXX