I need serious help

I need serious help and nowhere left to turn, I have been subjected to years of childhood abuse and bullying. After getting attacked I was forced to leave school and therefor my chance at a positive start in life. I don't know what else to do. I have run out of options. I'm just trying to set up somewhere and make a life for myself. I have also been diagnosed with some serious mental health problems as well as Depression and Anxiety which I am working on to fix myself (I want to make a change). I just need a generous donation to pay strictly rent until I'm able to get over these problems. I know a lot of people would normally say suck it up but I am trying to and have nothing left to do. Thank you graciously.