I inherited small business and i’m ashamed to seek help to save it .And i can`t do that without you good people

I inherited small business and i'm not ashamed to ask for help.First this reasoin maybe you should hear my life story and then you can decide do I deserve your help. I'm what you may called like in the Bible prodigal son. After the war in Bosnia and Herzegovina my family lost everything it's not only one so many families hade same bad luck , but my father pick himself up and started small manufacturing business production and printing of plastic bags in time he became quite succesful. While I was out in the world the we doing great . I promise to be sincere I was having fun independent of my father's job and business and his money. And then 5 years ago he hade first stroke and after 2 years again second one which left him and his mind and in really really strange please. He started taking very bad decisions but all the time he wrote me he was fine I finally go back home when he's diabetes make him lose his leg and he was still refusing to receive insulin and then I had to come back home like every child should have. Then on top of that I'll find out he didn't pay his insurance for last few years ,his business got so bad because he's impaired mind make him do unbelievable things. Now I really need help get this all fixed but for that I need to buy only one machine but it's costing me 4000 $. He ruined his credit in the country where all redy it is so hard to get help from the bank so I must appeal the strangers and hope that I did a few good things in mine wasted life to get some help back. Because I'm convinced I can turn this around and in the process help my father get better Healthcare in a home.And if God willing after that I will be the first to start making passing bags from completely biodegradable material. I know there's so many people who know million things deserving more help then I but maybe some of you say in their own mind that I need to be helped(I know that i don`t deserve it) help to save it. If nothing thanks for reading this .

Milan Obrenovic