I have been staying in my car for 8 months Please Help

Dear People

I lost my partner due to Covid last year, I lost our rental home as I could no longer afford it. My only option was to move into my car and it’s been 8 months.

I will soon loose my car as I can’t afford the instalments and then I will became homeless with nowhere to go and I have been a orphan since 11.

I would need to raise a substantial amount of money to cover my arrears in my car, I have just not been able to pay it from 3 months after Covid started, a 3 month payment holiday was granted bad sadly I work as a travel agent and it’s not going good, as the only person in the company I was declined any financial receive as my company is not at least 51% black owned. Further the bank just don’t care and they already issued summons :-(

Please everybody please be so kind to help me.

I don’t know what to do anymore, now I am at a point where I have to eat every 3rd day to save the little I have left.

while sleeping in my car they tried to break into my car 3 times with me in it and other night the police grab me out of the car and threaten me.

I don’t know what to do anymore people . Just know that anything’s help, even R5 no donation is to small.

If I raise enough I can try and find a room to stay to move into a shares accomodation.

I’m begging everybody to please understand I am so ashamed of myself :-(