Motivated teen needs help

I have recently finished my A-levels in London and have moved to Luton where I have studied Level3 Personal Training. I am 19 and an extremely motivated individual. I try to do everything by myself. I have business plans and ideas under construction but unfortunately I am finding it extremely hard to keep myself going at this very moment.

I am not complaining as I have a room to live in and food on my plate daily, clean cloths and comfortable shoes. I also have a few jobs to keep me going.

I cycle 12km daily (which I am not complaining about). I love fitness and working out, that is why I became a personal trainer. However, doing this daily on rainy mornings and cold, dark evenings has started to affect me mentally more than physically.

I love a challenge and this is a huge one, probably the biggest one in my life so far. If I do not get many people to help, I will certainly not stop and carry on going (no idea for how long) but I do not give up that easy! Let me tell you that!

Do not get me wrong, I am trying to save money myself and I have been doing for a long time however, paying for shelter, food and studies does not give me the opportunity to save enough.

The fact that I am tired mentally also stops me from completing by business plans and developing my ideas which of course is my personal problem but I thought I would share this with you.

My plan is to start creating a better generation, a generation that will not be scared of emotions, feelings and creation. A generation that will not hide behind social media and will influence the world by good deeds. My plan is to bring positivity and love in this society indeed. To teach children how to love and appreciate this beautiful reality. I may sound like a dreamer but my plan is being developed, there is research taking place and I am sure I will help here.

However, it's hard to stay strong, takes double the courage when you are young. People look at me in a weird way, think I am crazy only because I changed. The simple truth is that I found my purpose and I really want to share my knowledge, I have my steps and I know this will take me a long time.

However if you could help me get a car I could do so much more. I am not asking to fund my business, I will do that myself but the first step to take is a car on the road.

I do not need it bran new, anything would do. I just need some support and I find it hard doing this alone. I know there will be people with bad comments and different views but, please please please try walking in my shoes.

Some more information about me is here, this is my website I currently use for work:
http://personalfreshlife.wix.com/freshlifeforyou

How I try helping you can check out on this page, I am really here to help even if I am not receiving much in return:
https://www.facebook.com/DemmiPerfect/?pnref=story