Help With Vet Bill – Putting My Pet To Sleep

My beloved kitty cat named Mythai lived for 18 years with me, I had him since he was a 6 week old kitten.  I've had to put him to sleep due to "failing kidneys" my vet said.  He was a Siamese and oh so beautiful.  I wished I could count the times he made me laugh, the memories I had of him go on and on.   I am still heartbroken, thinking of him every day. 

It's tough for me to even ask for help.  But unfortunately, I am having to do so.  Due to being unemployed, I'm not able to pay the vet bill.  It's really hard to write this so I'm having to keeping it short. 

Thank you,

Matt