help to startup

hi due to my family they messed my life up in bankrupt I have lost every thing I find it hard for looking for help like the bank ,loans,my life its been so hard finding contractors after this. then I had this lad working for me what a big mistake as my wife was fucking him my daughter said I raped her which I did not coz she lied so she wants out of our home to move in with this boy she meet in collage I took a overdose but the cops found me in time after 2 months my daughter text me asking me for help asking for money coz she know I had money so I sent her money she did not tell me where she was she did not tell how sorry she was after what she did all because of this boy and 8 months later she phoned if I go and pick her up so I did it. did not workout when she was home I had a hard life in school coz most of the time I have to help my grandfather on the farm I work hard to get where I am today I just want some help so if anyone willing to help thanks.