I am so embarrassed to be doing this, but i just don't know what else to do. I need money to escape from my boyfriend. He has removed all my bank and credit cards, has access to all my bank accounts. I'm also pretty sure he's put something on my phone that allows him to remotely view my messages. The only money i really have is whatever he gives me for food at work etc. i tried saving up some of this to at least get out of town, but he found the stockpile and things have gotten worse.
Obviously things didn't start like this. We've been together for roughly 6 years. We live across the country from my social circles. it started with comments breaking me down, gradually he started controlling what i wear, who i interact with, slowly he has tightened his grip he controls more and more aspects of my life. I feel so foolish having let myself get into this position. i've finally come to my senses but dont know how to get out. This isnt me, i've gone from such a happy outgoing girl to a scared, anxious and beaten down shell and i just feel like such a failure. I know i need to leave but i need help getting out and getting sorted And i dont know where else to turn.
Sorry i cant provide more details. Ive set up throw away accounts for this from my work pc so he wont find out what i'm up to. Any help you can give could change my life.