Help me reach my musical dream career

Since i left university it hasnt been easy getting to the point of reaching a dream career or even a musical orientated career. I have moved around and jumped from job to job which has proven hard to keep a good source of income. I also have ADD which is a metal disability which has had an huge impact on my life and the daily tasks that come with it. I am looking to get that extra bit of of help so i can free up my wages and finally start paying of my overdraft from university which i have had since 2011.I have had a controlled account twice now and they are going to start charging me so its hard getting out of the cycle. Once i get it paid of i can start channeling my wages into my dream career which is a sound engineer. the money i am trying to raise is for a microphone and leads so i can get started on producing sound libraries at home and start building a portfolio! if anyone can help to get me on my feet then i would be very appreciative! I am a freelance writer( which i dont get much from) so as perks i am offering to do reviews web content or pretty much anything you can think of!