Help Me Rasie Money For My YouTube Channel

I know its not very likely to just give money to a random person but hear me out. About a year ago a started a YouTube channel thinking it would be fun to interact with the YouTube community and it has been until I started to slow down on my uploading. I don't know why but I just didn't feel the passion I once had for uploading. I think this is because of my very slow equipment, just playing normally was a pain but trying to record at the same time would make my computer super laggy. I have had people ask me why I stopped uploading and I could never give them a straight answer without making my self feel guilty. If you can at least donate 1 cent it would be going towards getting new equipment. You might be thinking why don't you ask your parents, well my mom and dad both work very tight schedules and I barley get to see them. Asking them to give me money is like asking them to work for nothing and i could never do that and yes you can probably donate the money to a fundraiser who actually deserves it, but i promise if you help me, I will repay back every penny if i have to work my whole life to do so. So if you can find it in the deepest of your heart to donate to me i will owe you my life. I don't need a lot but anything helps, Thank You for your time.