Help me move out from my abusive family

Hello, I'm Tasya 20 years old, 21 this april.

I wanna share my story to you and hopefully you can help me.

My biological mother is deceased from diabetes when i still 1 years old. And my biological father remarried and have 2 childrens (i don't know for sure, after Junior high he never contacted me again)

I currently live in my Aunt house, and she have 2 kids who far more older than me. The youngest ones is 17 years old more older and already have kids.

This is where story start..

Lately my foster family became more, and more abusive everyday. I don't know maybe they grow tired of me, for staying with them and can't do much like they wanted me to do.

They hit me and insult me if i doing my things wrongs mainly if they don't satisfied with all my housework. Last night, i have fight with my aunt when my cousin away because she doesn't like how i foldes laundry..

Last night i cried, i think I'm reached my limits. I starting to looping cable in bathroom for suicide. But, suddenly i heard my phone ringing, its my best friend she's 3-4 years more older than me, she's asked me if i doing okay, because i dont reply her message.

I sobered and stop my attempt reluctantly. I reply her message with im okay now, i searching google and then i read article question someone also have experience with me, and the answer from user they told her to move out.

It's not first time i thought about this. But i know to move out i need funds for help me survive in first months. I dont have anything like savings, all of my inherance and my biological things is with my father.

I will use the funds for move out and survive for my first months, searching new jobs (it's can take awhile because i live in growing country).

Thank you so much for reading this,

Ooh, i forgot to tell you.

I'm the girl with pink clothes and purple scarf, and next to me is my best friend i tell you earlier. She's a pure and good soul she's the one who supported me and keep in my side whatever things is good and bad.

Bye. I hope you have a nice year.

If you curious about me you can PM me on IG :@tasya.achaa

But, please don't comment or ask about this in my photo because it raise suspicion :) i supposed to tell them only when i 100% ready or they will prevent my departure.

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