Help me end my financial nightmare

I am looking to raise 10K to help end this nightmare of being in debt. I have a young family who rely on me mentally and financially however i have a large sum of debt on my shoulders and i have this sense of impending doom as my debt seems to be only rising up. I just want to make my family proud of me and one day have a home of our own with no financial burdens. I have always been a friendly and upbeat kinda guy, however recently i have been battling my demons in my head. I have even had suicidal thoughts due to the stress of everything. THAT ISN'T ME and i would never exert that stress on my family. I just want to get out of this mess so i can enjoy my life again and look forward to the future. My family are unaware of my situation as i just want to somehow get through this without impacting them.

any donations would be amazing and would help me and my family hugely

much love