help me be independent (please)

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THE STORY

Do you know of someone with a mental disorder: Maybe a child, a family member, or yourself? If yes, then you know how devastating mental illness can be. It negatively influences judgement which in turn affects quality of life. People with mental illness unknowingly hurt themselves with the choices they make. They consistently shoot themselves in the foot, so to speak, when going through life due to poor choices.

Such was my life up until last year. FortunateIy, I got the help I needed and I was able to turn things around. No I'm not a drug addict, a compulsive gambler, or any of that, thank goodness. But my illness has influenced my judgement significantly for the worst.

Loving family members have intervened and helped me stabilize medically. I am fortunate to have them. They have helped me through this difficult time in my life. They've done what they can as best they can. They can't help me financially though because they don't have money. I'm on my own there.

I am trying to put myself back on my feet financially. I'm going to school amd trying to finish my degree to pursue my career. I have a mountain of debt though. I have poor credit because I'm a student. I literally have nothing in my bank account. I don't how I'm going to financially make it.

To be honest, I've never felt so unsecure and terrified in my life. I don't know how I am going to get going and push forward. Due to academic constraints, I can't qualify for FAFSA or alternative student loans (poor credit). I also can't access pell grants.

This is a humbling experience for me. I'm not used to asking for donations and I feel weird doing it, but I really need help financially. Please help. Please give. Please don't hold back.

I need significant financial backing getting out of this hole that I've dug myself into. My pride tells me I deserve this, but rationally I know I am not all to blame. I had (in remission) a demon called severe mental illness which affected my choices. But it's gone now and I need to rebuild from the ashes now.

This task is a dauntless task and I struggle acquiring resources. Please help me with this task. Please help me get to where I should be going.

This is a goal where you can see the fruits of your labor pay off. If you donate, you can stay in contact with me, check in on me and see how I'm doing. You can see where I am going. Rest assured once you donate I will stay in contact with you.

Please donate as much as you want. Please be generous. Please remember I really am in a not good place financially. I'm a real person trying to take control of his life.

I need this money quickly. This money is for medical, transportation, food and education. The minimum I am trying to get is 15,000$.

Please donate via Paypal. You can also contact me personally. My number is 5714715073. If you want a third person's view on this issue, you can contact my mom and dad at 7037171358. You may also contact me through email [email protected].