This is the hardest thing I have ever done, asking complete strangers for financial help. I suffer from depression and stress and find it hard at the best of times getting through day to day life, otherwise I am a fairly healthy 33 year old man. I don't want to mislead you all and say I am fundraising for treatment because I am NOT, but I find myself in a situation which I cannot get myself out of alone. Last year I relocated to the north of England, I left behind friends and family and an established business that I set up myself and was finally starting to get my life on track, unfortunately this has all changed now and I find myself out of work for the last year, a poor credit rating due to being unable to repay what I owe with less than £1 to my name. I have tried to restart my business in west yorkshire on my own and the base structure is 50% complete but I have found myself falling into a downward spiral of debt with no life savings left, I have been applying for jobs (over 200) since I have been here, but to no avail. I am on the verge of losing my home and am unable to pay my bills to the point where I dread the post arriving or the phone ringing. With any funds raised it will go to pay off debts and enable me to invest some into getting my business up and running properly. ALL I WANT IS A CHANCE to make something of my life. The business plan is sound, but I am in such a bad financial situation I am very close to losing it all and being free of personal debt will take so much stress of my shoulders and give me that chance to make a successful future for me and my family.
ANY and ALL donations really would change my life for the better and there are not words I could use to thank you enough.